In our life we are looking for ourselves. Who are we, what do we stand for, what is our strength and what is our weakness. When we are born we depend on our parents, educators, school and friends, and adapt throughout our lives. when we get to the point where we no longer want to adapt, many of us end up in a crisis. Who are we, where do we stand for who am I. This point is a turning point for many, some turning their lives around. End their relationship change their job or start over. Yet that is not the answer to their essential question who am I?
Many people live their life, thinking that the life they lead is what it is. And accept that, but many also suffer the life they live, because they have never experienced their true self. I myself believe in reincarnation and remember a number of them, which makes this life even more confusing for me. I have to get my soul core between my memories. Who am I. what is my true self, why do I come back every time, what is my growth.
In my life there was a suspicion for people since childhood, although childeren like me very much, I didn't want friendships, no connections, I wanted to be alone. The only contact I sought was people with animals, I could take care of the animals and walk with them for hours through forests and fields.
It took me years to make friends, I just had no need for it, everything is diluted, because I still have no need for people.
It is not surprising that we have had many pets over the years.
My incarnations came to me, after soul pain, I felt the bottum of my soul and choose to go for it, by that choise my incarnations open up for me.
They tell me a lot, let me see why I'm so not social to people, but what answer stays who am I, when I forget about my former lives who am I, my soul me!
I met people who see me I met people who photographed me, and by those photo's I see...me and by making the photo's I felt my soul.
I'm getting older and the inside is getting so much stronger. My mother who is 85 told me ones your child stays always inside of you, your package get older.
Now we live in 2021 in strange times with the Pandamic and many uncertainties.
We have a lot of time for self reflection and questions for ourselfs and in these times the question who am I is getting harder to answer...